My entry into tenth grade at Clifford J. Scott High School was as
that of a youth inspired. Not only did I want to but I actually believed
that in some way I could change the world. Absent from my mind at the
time, was any concept of personal limits.
The embers of
promise were afoot in my heart however my size eleven feet suddenly
ended up becoming entangled on the football field one Saturday afternoon
against our opponent in Roselle, New Jersey as I tried to tackle the
player returning the ball on a kickoff. The outcome was that I ended up
fracturing my right ankle.
The hard cast that I had to
wear was supposed to remain on my ankle for a total of eight weeks.
However, I decided to cut it off two weeks early with a dull steak knife
so that I could start getting myself in shape in time for the junior
varsity basketball tryouts that year.
Not at all in peak
form, I did manage to survive Coach Brian Hill’s cut. This is the same
Brian Hill who went on to become the head coach of the Orlando Magic
from 1993 to 1997 and is the Magic’s most successful coach with a record
of 191–104. During that time period, he led the Magic to their first
NBA Finals in 1995 and also led the team to a 60-22 record the following
season. Coach Hill told me that he thought I could go on to become a
good college basketball player based on the sound fundamental skills
that I displayed at the time as a high school sophomore. He also
strongly urged me to concentrate on one sport. Unfortunately, I did not
heed his sage advise and as result I failed to ever progress to my
fullest potential as a player. Many times, I have looked back and wished that I had
taken his words to heart. Who knows what might well have been?
That
year, our J.V. team was pretty talented and at the tail end of the
season I got the chance to play in two varsity games one being for our
team's birth in the Essex County tournament where I started at the
forward position.
Another activity that I became involved
in that year was the “Bagpipe”, our school newspaper were I filled the
role of reporter. Below, I have included a couple of brief articles that
show how much my home environment had begun to shape my developing
social, cultural, and political thinking.
Blacks, Be Proud! Make Your Future!
In
America today we-the young-have become the determiners as our
forefathers were the founders. And our children, instead of becoming
inheritors, will become victims of society unless we young brothers and
sisters unite to give importance to the basic belief that ALL men are
created equal.
Many Afro-Americans have the weakness of
leaning on, easing up, watching thereby failing to pursue no further,
saying that as long as Mr. I. M. White is at the top, he will not let
them have and hold onto nothing. But we have our identity, our purpose,
and our direction; now we must strive for and maintain our
future-speaking, creating, naming, and defining for ourselves instead of
being spoken for and defined by others.
In 1936, Jesse
Owens won the hurdles relay in the Olympics in Germany. Adolph Hitler
refused to shake his hand and walked out of the stadium. Since then
great men like Jesse Owes have symbolized blacks rising in America. In
our own lifetime Martin Luther King, Jr. lived what Patrick Henry gave
only lip service to: “Liberty or Death.” He died leading us to the
mountain top. If we are to go down the other side of the mountain, if
the many failings of our forefathers are to be amended, we must fulfill
our dreams together.
Blacks come to understand that you
are lovers and sons of lovers, warriors and sons of warriors, poets and
sons of poets, and all the loveliness here in the world. A brother
recently said, "I’m going to tell it like it is." Black brothers we are
on our way to greatness. We have learned that in order to love we must
love what we are.
We now know and will remember that there
is no such thing as nigger. Rise up and reach out, Black America,
toward a better tomorrow.
Here is one other example,
Think, People, Think! Love Opens Your Life
Hey
world, can you tell me why is it… Why is it our great black artists,
our writers, our poets, and our other images do not become images, but a
day I had used? We believe our life after death is our children and our
great works. Thus our black poets die from not being read. Our images
die from society causing erosion of their minds. Most poets seldom die
from overexposure.
Brothers and Sisters: Those of us who
are thought to be wise, but are always criticizing, are a severe blow
towards brothers and sisters who have yet to get an assist which paves
the way to their greatness. This is simply because we talk without
really conveying to the outside what we really feel on the inside. I’ve
learned a great deal in the last year about my people and about myself.
Why we are here and what is our first cause. I’ve just recently learned
what it means to be a brother, a nationalist. With this knowledge, I now
know brothers and sisters can no longer be silent, unconscious robots.
You must establish a voice along with a combined union. I have also yet
to change yet to change because I do not show what I truly feel.
However, this does not mean I should not help others as well as myself
to do so.
Think Progress--How can this school grow? The
same as the body-through experience, development and great expectations.
Think, people, think! Black people, think-think black! You don’t grow
in one day; it takes many years. We can get it together and get on the
go for love, which can open our lives and make it possible for us to
taste the sunlight of Life.
It is safe to say, that
all-in-all, steady progress was being made on my part in adapting to my
new learning environment and without much concern over where it might
eventually lead too.
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